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you know. [07 Dec 2005|05:35pm]
[ mood | amused ]

so im back. :)

more to come.

i swear.

1 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[17 Jun 2005|12:18pm]
..hes back

i dont know what to do
4 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[09 Jun 2005|02:27pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | crosby, stills, and nash ]

cuz my manda looked like she had fun doing it... )

4 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[02 Jun 2005|10:26pm]
i have sex with my counterpart.
9 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

bbyoers: [01 Jun 2005|02:28pm]
BBQ/POOL PARTY.
my house.
June 18th.
lemme know if your comingg
Care Bear stare

[25 May 2005|03:12pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | A-hole by Bowling for soup ]

everything is going surprisingly well.

i think im finally getting things back together.

i erased him and i dont think i could have felt any better...unless of corse if i had masterbated, but i think i woudl have exploded because i felt just o so good to begin with.

im over it. and im ready to moooove on. ;)

im doing allright/good in school, i have things to do and people to meet. its just..nice.

everything is going...okay. lol i like it. god i hope this continues.

4 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[23 May 2005|04:46pm]
R-Board '05-'06 MWAH
im excited, not gona lie.
11 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

in a greenday mood? what am i, in 8th grade again? [14 Mar 2005|08:14pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | She - Greenday ]

im gona tell her that i love her )

5 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[24 Feb 2005|11:57pm]
commitment required....hah
2 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[23 Feb 2005|12:21pm]
i love florida like a mother.


but i love ashley more...call me n tell me whats going on love.
1 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[12 Feb 2005|05:21pm]

why is it that i always make a mess out of everything?

i want something. i get it. and then its wrong. its always always wrong. wrong. wrong.

he wants me to be happy.

i know that he would want me to be happy.

then why cant i just be happy?

why does everything have to be so wrong?

 

2 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[07 Feb 2005|12:36pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | in school.. ]

why is it that it takes someone with so much pain, but still has so much love in their life to make you relize how incredably lucky you are? Scott honestly touched so many of our lives this weekend, lives, quoting emily, that needed to be touched. He made me feel so proud to have someone who loves me, who would be willing just to "hold me". This weekend for me, was all about relizing who loves you and embracing them. "if i had friends like you do here, in bbyo, i probably wouldnt be infected with HIV right now." -Scott. This weekend revived me to my friends, to bbyo, and to whats importent in life.

4 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[17 Jan 2005|06:59pm]
...happy 5 months to me
1 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[16 Jan 2005|11:03pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | daughters-john mayer ]

I need to go home and call joe and ask him if he was a virgin before he slept with you..-girl in bathroom gives weird looks to tina- -tina then laughs. alot- )

2 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[01 Jan 2005|03:01pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Ohio-Bowling for Soup ]

...happy new year )

2 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[17 Dec 2004|06:20pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | Sex and Candy-Marcy playground (our song) ]

so...one month.
it hurts alot allready.
.....do u think i can do this?






cuz i dont

4 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[29 Nov 2004|06:53pm]
i really hate my mom sometimes.
1 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[28 Nov 2004|06:58pm]
[ mood | loved ]

-sigh-
its really awful the way my guy(and a present)can make my mood change.

1 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[20 Nov 2004|01:09pm]
SNOW WHITE AND THE SEVEN DWARFS

FRI- 7:30
SAT- 3:30 AND 7:30
SUN- 2:00
4 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[14 Nov 2004|07:38pm]
happy hell week guys!
1 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[13 Nov 2004|10:11am]
[ mood | devious ]

it snowed

6 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[07 Nov 2004|09:48am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | this ruined puzzle-db ]

i never said goodbye.  )

4 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[06 Nov 2004|11:37pm]
[ mood | loved ]

new favorite thing- being told that he loves you...and beileving it.

Care Bear stare

[27 Oct 2004|05:52pm]
i got laughed at by the blind kid...
7 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[24 Oct 2004|12:18pm]
Like the icon?
cuz i do
3 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[18 Oct 2004|05:09pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | Twentythree-yellowcard ]

and your still mad at me... )

Care Bear stare

[17 Oct 2004|02:40pm]

-sigh- only slightly rediculus )

1 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[09 Oct 2004|02:46pm]
so im seeing him in a lil while. very excited. more excited for niki to see her timmi tho which i think is really kinda funny.
two months on sunday.
-sigh-
i heart him..

so i think i got a job today.
i just have to go bak and talk to her for a lil while n then i got it.
i get to pick my hours n get paid in cash?
um yes?
score!
its at margic garden that lil kids clothing shop next to dunkin dounuts.
o man
ever so excited.

i miss ashley.
we havent had MASHLEY time in a while n it makes me sad.
plus shes only "meh im ok" instead of her usualy "GREATTTTT" so im a lil worried...
1 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[05 Oct 2004|03:55pm]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | "The places you have come to fear the most"-DBC ]

why YES I am! )

2 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

in love. [03 Oct 2004|02:48pm]
[ mood | loved ]

wow. only another week till i see him again

-sigh-

1 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[27 Sep 2004|07:16pm]
[ mood | surprised ]
[ music | hehe that looks dirty...^ ]

does he ever get the girl? )

6 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[21 Sep 2004|06:17pm]
he called.
2 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[17 Sep 2004|08:38pm]
HAPPY BDAY BENNNYYYY BOOOO BOOO BOOO BOOO BOOOO BOOOO BOOO
Care Bear stare

[15 Sep 2004|03:13pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Watching Snow White.... ]

Once upon a time.. )

2 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

hehe [12 Sep 2004|12:34pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | "The brilliant dane" ]

oatmeal what?! )

1 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[05 Sep 2004|01:07pm]
so i kinda just relized that i really dont have any friend in my classes. its kinda really depressing. cuz u sit there n ur like wow i have absolutely no friends....when in reality, i have friends just not in any of my classes....damn me n those awful classes i do take.

im in free, and im in the lighting booth, i got in using my CODE. thats right folks. i have a CODE, and i didnt steal it or anything like that. i was GIVEN one. yay for the CODES

so i also kinda just relized thqat my play is on the same date as fall convention. wow. so for those of u that are somewhat slow, it means that i wont be able to go to fall.

we've been having a bunch of meetings about the play. auditions are monday. callbacks are tuesday. and ill be posting who got what in the somewhat near future. im a rather busy lil grl. yesterday i had a meeting with swetts at 3. didnt get home till about 4:30ish. today im going to a movie with cat. thursday i have techie stuff to do, i.e. painting the stage, foolimg around, getting volenteer hours. then friday alicia swetts and i are going to loom at elementary schools to look at the stage.
ah periods over. ill finsish this later
1 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[01 Sep 2004|08:45pm]
um what is going on? i dont like this....
Care Bear stare

[01 Sep 2004|04:27pm]
not the same.. )
2 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

WOAH WOAH WOAH [31 Aug 2004|03:00pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

 

i forgot i hated school )

1 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

the painful realization that has all gone wrong. [30 Aug 2004|12:59pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Brilliant Dance-Dashboard ]

So you buried all your lover's clothes and burned the letter that lovers wrote )

Care Bear stare

The summer comes to a close, and no one knows what we know. -cts. [17 Aug 2004|10:12am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

so im jumping on the bag wagon to say that this really is the quote that describes the summer

The summer comes to a close, and no one knows what we know. -cts.

so much has happened this summer. ive learned, and changed, and im just overall....different.

im slightly worried about not "fitting in" with my friends any more..but everyone has had their summer experiences...maybe we all have changed for the better.

i missed my life.

im back

2 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

friendships that we do adore... [14 Aug 2004|03:28pm]
so um wow is all i can really say about CLTC. it was AMAZING n possably one of the most fun times ive ever had. EVER. i cant even begin to talk about the friends ive made or the relationships ive started. the whole time was just....amazing. haha wow im about to cry just htinking about it.

sry about lack of events and or details....ill be putting up pics when i get home.

im still in wisconsin.....ill be here till the 16th....monday.
sry people my "IM HOME DAY" has been reserved for the one and only...amanda.

i really want to come home...so much has happened to me since i left. i feel like im a completely n totaly different person. i cant wait to go home n sleep in my own bed and be on my own computer n see all my friends n just well....sleep. i havent really slept in soo long. i miss it.

i miss rachel
i miss marc
i miss sammi
i miss madison
i miss the beccas
i miss janice
i miss the bens
i miss sleeping with rachel EVERY NIGHT
i miss the talks under the tree
i miss chofesh
i miss the classes
i even miss services...wow im definately on crack

i miss amanda
i miss jake
i miss ben
i miss ashley
i miss genesis
i miss my bed
i miss my computer
i miss sleeping
i miss EVERYTHING and well...mostly EVERYONE lol

be prepared for pictures on monday!
2 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[27 Jul 2004|02:06pm]
ooo by the way, ill have my cell phone with me, but im not gona be carrying it around with me all day so ill check it at night. so leave me a pretty message toooo : )
Care Bear stare

SEND ME A LETTER [27 Jul 2004|02:02pm]
hey guys!!
i dont have ANYONES address so you all have to send me letters n ill send one back! : )

Margaret Riley
c/o B'Nai B'rith Beber Camp
W1741 Highway J
Mukwonago, WI 53149

SEND ME A LETTER PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASEEEEE
Care Bear stare

one last real update [26 Jul 2004|05:54pm]
[ mood | complacent ]
[ music | ender will save us-DC ]

here it goes.. )

3 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

agh [21 Jul 2004|09:43pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

im all depressed....why do i get like this?
its not fair. everything was going ok. not perfect, but not terrible, and now its like i cant see the bright side of anything.

Care Bear stare

so i went to a whore.... [21 Jul 2004|04:12pm]
[ mood | complacent ]
[ music | greenday ]

these past couple of weeks have been SUPER eventful....well at least in my mind.

fuma and i broke up...whatever. its really not that big of a deal. in everyones lj theyre liek yeah there was drama blah blah blah n really, there wasnt. i "went out" with him for about 3 days, never saw eachother till jakes party when he was being a dick to me the whole time. i know some of the people reading this are friends with him, but im gona say this anyway cuz it is my journal. i can do better. then i got shit for cuddeling with justin. see the itlaics right there? cuddeling. oops there it goes again. lol whatever.

jakes party was more fun then i thought, to be honest. i mean i didnt have the best time...obviously lol i got dumped...which hasnt happened for a while by the way..anyway. but it was fun.

the day b4 jakes party i went to see dave matthews

i had a good time.

oh yeah P.S. HAPPY BDAY JAKE, even tho it was yesterday. awww the baby is FINALY 15.

work has definately been a wholeeee whole whole whole lot more eventful.

theres this lil boy in my first period class who, when he doesnt get his way, throws THE BIGGEST FIT  its insane. n no one can handle him...so guess who gets too? mmhmm thats right. me. its literaly like he doesnt get piked for Simon Says n he starts slamming his fists on the ground n crying n screaming. its rediculus. i think he should be in special ed but hes not. he has serious issues. then the lil boys who are in special ed in that class start acting out when they see him. one of the boys tho, omg,  is the CUTEST thing ive ever seen. yesterday he made me get on the bus with him n sit with him n gave me the biggest hug EVER n wouldnt let me go, n when i did leave he started crying. the special ed teacher said i should think about a carrer in that, cuz not only would i be hired in a second becuase of the demand, but that i know how to take care of them w/o just giving them all the attention liek they want. its really interesting n i would completely LOVE to do it. i think im gona try to get an internship during the school year n next summer instead of being an intern, maybe try to be an aid.

in my second n third period class there are kids as old as going into 6th grade, n they really just WONT listen. i asked my sister and some grl if they needed help with the acivity n she goes, "no will u leave us alone? omg i hate people like u, we dont need ur help. will u just GO AWAY?" n she YELLED at me. i was like are u effing kidding me? then another kid told me "i suck" i told him even if i do, its completely none of his buissness n hes way too young for me. it was amusing. the other interns laughed. garrrr i hate that class.

ben- theres this grl named liyla in my second n third period class n she goes to adath isreal apparently, n i was like o do u know mrs. striano n her son ben? n shes like yeah n im like yeah ben is one of my best friends n she goes yeah, hes like u. lol i was liek what do u mean? shes like he reminds me of u. i was like uh ok? n she goes but hes weirder. lol

i love ashley waldstein so much, i miss her sooo much when we arent together n i seriously just cant get enough of our talks.

my sister and i had a really nice bonding moment today. we peed on edmund.

she said my lifes a bore.. )
Care Bear stare

aghish [20 Jul 2004|06:26pm]
i have a headache.
1 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[20 Jul 2004|03:08pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

so im 15 years old n im home alone......

shouldnt i be doing SOMETHING bad?

1 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

[18 Jul 2004|08:26pm]
what happens now?

theres only one thing to do.

wait.
im not stressing.. )

okay...maybe i am a little.
5 Wishes can come true. Care Bear stare

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