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these past couple of weeks have been SUPER eventful....well at least in my mind.
fuma and i broke up...whatever. its really not that big of a deal. in everyones lj theyre liek yeah there was drama blah blah blah n really, there wasnt. i "went out" with him for about 3 days, never saw eachother till jakes party when he was being a dick to me the whole time. i know some of the people reading this are friends with him, but im gona say this anyway cuz it is my journal. i can do better. then i got shit for cuddeling with justin. see the itlaics right there? cuddeling. oops there it goes again. lol whatever.
jakes party was more fun then i thought, to be honest. i mean i didnt have the best time...obviously lol i got dumped...which hasnt happened for a while by the way..anyway. but it was fun.
the day b4 jakes party i went to see dave matthews
i had a good time.
oh yeah P.S. HAPPY BDAY JAKE, even tho it was yesterday. awww the baby is FINALY 15.
work has definately been a wholeeee whole whole whole lot more eventful.
theres this lil boy in my first period class who, when he doesnt get his way, throws THE BIGGEST FIT its insane. n no one can handle him...so guess who gets too? mmhmm thats right. me. its literaly like he doesnt get piked for Simon Says n he starts slamming his fists on the ground n crying n screaming. its rediculus. i think he should be in special ed but hes not. he has serious issues. then the lil boys who are in special ed in that class start acting out when they see him. one of the boys tho, omg, is the CUTEST thing ive ever seen. yesterday he made me get on the bus with him n sit with him n gave me the biggest hug EVER n wouldnt let me go, n when i did leave he started crying. the special ed teacher said i should think about a carrer in that, cuz not only would i be hired in a second becuase of the demand, but that i know how to take care of them w/o just giving them all the attention liek they want. its really interesting n i would completely LOVE to do it. i think im gona try to get an internship during the school year n next summer instead of being an intern, maybe try to be an aid.
in my second n third period class there are kids as old as going into 6th grade, n they really just WONT listen. i asked my sister and some grl if they needed help with the acivity n she goes, "no will u leave us alone? omg i hate people like u, we dont need ur help. will u just GO AWAY?" n she YELLED at me. i was like are u effing kidding me? then another kid told me "i suck" i told him even if i do, its completely none of his buissness n hes way too young for me. it was amusing. the other interns laughed. garrrr i hate that class.
ben- theres this grl named liyla in my second n third period class n she goes to adath isreal apparently, n i was like o do u know mrs. striano n her son ben? n shes like yeah n im like yeah ben is one of my best friends n she goes yeah, hes like u. lol i was liek what do u mean? shes like he reminds me of u. i was like uh ok? n she goes but hes weirder. lol
i love ashley waldstein so much, i miss her sooo much when we arent together n i seriously just cant get enough of our talks.
my sister and i had a really nice bonding moment today. we peed on edmund. ( she said my lifes a bore.. )
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